Head in the clouds
It’s been a while, but instead of explaining my nerves again, I am just going to go at it with a running start and pretend like I never stopped writing. Life is crazy sometimes, I know we all know that but have you ever stopped to think for a minute just how crazy it is? I have been living at such a fast pace lately that when I finally paused for a second, I realized all of the things I was missing out on. Now that I have had that revelation, I am having the most difficult time stepping back in. I feel like I have slowed down so much that if I put one foot back into that fast paced life of mine, I will get hit by a bus.

Until recently, I loved being independent and I was very proud of the fact that I can juggle so many responsibilities at once; and then I take one measly little vacation and I fall apart. I can’t get my head in place, I lose focus once I get there and I just really don’t care anymore if I’m doing a good job or not. I’m sure I will regain this integrity that I have lost but I’m kind of enjoying its absence.
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